:((

i can't believe i miss those two jerks this bad....

bfore i went home and bfore the plans of "growing up" we were three good friends...

it's just like three musketeers....but with beers and lots of cheers.....

i just can't believe after all those laughing and cryin' and those haha's and problems

NOW we act like three peoples who don't know each other.....

no phone calls after midnights..no text messages..no go out together...

no hanging out...no encouraging each other....

all we have in our fricken head is FUCKIN GROWING UP! AND BUSINESS well fuck grow up! and all those hard work to be grown ups!!!

i do miss them so much...i want my old life back....i don't want to be like this....

i thought life would be much more fun after i finished my thesis....but it turns out to be like this...

if this is like to be a grown up then i don't want to grow up! i don't want to lose my friends! it's like to lose a family member or part of your body...

i just want things to be the way it used to be...